Before ‘time to sleep’

Winnie! Dont you dare repeat your careless mistake in the MST!
I just found out that the careless mistake I made in my tutorial was brought forward to my quiz and the tutorial I did this morning. I warned myself. If I repeat this mistake in the MST, I will punish myself, cannot spend money in school or outside for 1 whole week=(

ok, actually I’m tired already. Just to come here and warn myself. haha
Good Night=))

End of Week 5

Tomorrow is the start of Week6! Wonder which modules are done, so that I can skip it.

Week 7 will be my skipping week. I will skip almost all the lesson. I cant study in big groups as my eyes and mind will start to wonder off to another planet. I’ve booked my Diploma Plus teacher=) Week 8 will be the test week! There’s one module which is really scary. It’s just the first test and normally only a few chapters will be tested. However for this particular module, 13 chapters will be tested! Isnt that scary? I have to do lots of summary papers. I can do it! =D

I was in a 鬼鬼 Fever just now. I’ve recorded the episodes of Blackie’s Show which has her. I was watching the new year dance with 李铨. I got high suddenly, almost scream with the crowd in the show. haha. I have 鬼鬼 around me. Recorded series which has her, in my phone, in my Sotty Brain, I even put her photo as my wallpaper. I bought her YES! magazine. Sometimes when I happen to pass by a stall with magzines from overseas or books on celebrities, I will tend to stop and see if I can find if there’s any book about her.

Opps, I’m hungry. What supper should I have?
I guess I will have a simple one=) 4-6 buns! Yum yum.

I just recalled that we’ve finish the chapters which will be tested! Will we be dismissed early tomorrow? =D
Good Night=)

Everyone? Or only me?

I’m wondering if girls take off their bra when they go to bed. I always take it off when I go to bed. What are the other girls? I heard that some of them prefer to wear it even when they are sleeping. Isnt it uncomfortable?

Most girls look at guys but I like to look at girls, especially very pretty girls or girls who dress up like a guy. Yesterday in school, I was chatting with friends and I saw the girl who dress up like a cool guy. Actually I will always secretly look at her a while when I get to see her. She is from canoe. So after she walked pass me, I whispered to my friends, “eh, that one in green very cute and cool leh…” and they shouted “Wa! Winnie, you like the one in green ar?!?!?” “She’s a girl la!” I explained and they went “HUH?!” haha.
I look at girls, but I’m straight=)

When I know a guy is attached, I will try not to stand or sit beside the guy. When I know any of my girl friends is in love with which ever guy, I will do the same thing too. I will be worried the girl will be jealous/sad/angry or whatever. I’m weird right? Some girls are sensitive so it’s better to prevent any misunderstandings.
This is what I’m doing since yesterday. My only girl classmate has feelings for this guy who sits beside me all the time during lecture. I’m siting between them! I suggested a switch in the seating but was commented ‘awkward’ and too sudden. I will sure feel uncomfortable for the coming lectures from Monday onwards. I know she will not feel jealous or what because she knows who I have feelings for. However, I will still be uneasy. Oh, someone please save me. I want a switch in seating…

time check: 2.21
time to sleep.
Good Night.

While waiting for my show to start…

Just received good news from E today,the outing plans.
Christmas-an overnight Kbox+drinking session.
Next year ’s first week’s holiday- Malaysia!
After our Year 3- Taiwan!

Wow, I did not see the Crazies drunk before. I’ve only seen few of my classmates drunk last year in the chalet and my TUGG people drunk 2 years ago. It was really funny and crazy!! haha. I’ve not drunk any alcohol drinks yet. Smell before but never try before. My body is still ‘alcohol-free’.
I think I’ll still have another class chalet this year and they intend to teach me how to drink. zzz…let’s see about that. I may want my body to stay ‘alcohol-free’ for the mean time.

I’m quite looking forward to the Taiwan trip. I want to see GuiGui! I will keep more updates of her and find out if she has any events. Wish her all the best. Becoming more popular so that she will have more events and may even have the chance of going to more countries, especially Singapore. Next, I would like to visit the shop that she always goes to. The shop has clothes of my type of style too.
Of course not to miss out the long street food stalls. Walking around and eating.

Now, the problem, MONEY!
I will work to get as much money as possible. I know Mummy will provide the money but that’s the problem. I dont want to get everything from her. I will always give her a 不好意思 expression and she will say ‘never mind la, next time when you grow up and start working, you can pay me back slowly…’ I was so touched.

I’m really fortunate, seriously. I went to 3 or 4 countries when I was small, which was kinda wasted as I’m still small and now I dont have so much immpression of it. All I remember was the snow, the Disneyland and images of some places.
As I’m the first grandchild, I have alot of photos taken. So much photo albums of me when I’m small, even naked photos. zzz…
I started going to cruise since I’m really small too. I’ll go to cruise every year at least once.
My allowance, braces, school fees, hair stuffs and etc. are all sponsored by them. So normally if I dont have the need, I will not get money from her. I will use wisely. When I get money from her, I’ll tell her to just cut from my bank since I still have the money I earned from last time and the attachment. I have my own card, but I gave Mummy to keep it for me. I’m blur and forgetful sometimes so I’m afraid that I may lose it. Plus, I dont think I really need it at the mean time.

ok, time for tv.
Good Night=)

MONDAY!

Monday, the toughest day in the week. Studying from 8am all the way to 9pm. I will never skip any lesson on Monday.
-first lesson is practical. Practical helps to pull up marks so I cant skip.
-no use skipping any one of the lessons in the middle because I sitll have my diploma plus in the evening.
-I will never skip my diploma plus because it’s important. lecture and tutorial are together.

Skipped my lunch just  to save money and just spent on my dinner. Dinner is a must because I’ll be using alot of my brain cells in the diploma lesson.
Tomorrow’s Tuesday and my lesson ends at 12pm. Going for my dental appointment after that  so I guess I wouldnt be spending money tomorrow? For the sake of this coming Friday’s supper. =)

Wonder what my dentist will do to my teeth tomorrow. Hope my tooth behind will be moved forward soon. Just look at my photos, it seems like I lose a tooth on my left side. It’s kinda not nice but I just love to smile so I’ll just take photos with my teeth as normal=)

Good Night=)

Funs

Gosh, I’m still in a fun mood when the tests are coming in few weeks time. Luckily it’s only the beginning so there’s only a few chapters for me to study, but still, I’ll study hard because it’s where I can score as high as possible. No worries for maths as usual but not for the others. So, buck up=)

Wow, I’ve been spending alot on food recently. Geylang Supper, Lao Bei Jing Buffet, Yim Cha Buffet, Dinner with Crazies, delicious food huntings after class and etc. Time to save! for coming outings with Crazies and this Friday’s coming supper. Guilty guilty. I really know I’ve spent alot alot and I’m planning to skip my meal in school since my lessons ended mostly at 12pm. Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday.

I was trying to find the type of flowers I like. However, I could not find one. One bunch of flowers looks really beautiful and colourful. Looking at just a few of them, it looks nice but not as nice as one bunch. Looking at one flower only, I may look at each specific areas such as the petals, the middle part which I dont know what it’s called.

First, I search by reading the meanings of the lowers which suits me then I’ll search for the picture to see if the flower attracts me. from this way, I found no flowers which attracts me.
Next, I decided to use the other way. Looking at the photos of the flowers first then find it’s meaning.

In the end, I could not find a flower I like/love. I think I’m picky. I looked at it’s overall then to the petals, to the middle bud and etc.. They are nice but not beautiful.
BUT when it comes to real life, I’m kinda scared of flowers with obvious middle bud. I always thought I like sunflower until one day I received sunflowers and I started looking at it for a long time and found out how scary the middle part is. It’s like, the ants or insects can just hide inside and jump out anytime. Additionally, because the middle bud is big and as soft as a human flesh, it somehows makes me think it’s disgusting, as if the flower is a human too. From that day onwards, I’m scared of flowers’ middle bud.

Is there a rainbow flower? I only found edited flowers. If only they are real.
I think maybe the most beutiful thing is to smile and laugh=)

I’m so looking forward to the day when the Roller Coaster is 100% done in Sentosa. It’s so big! I want to test my guts. As I grow, my guts seem to grow too. I remember last time I’m so scared of those fast and ‘violent’ machines. At first when the Escape opened, I only go for the car, the small roller coaster and the slow balloon kids machine. One day, in order not to disappoint my friend, I played the space machine, the water thing and etc. Then I realised that I love it! So I’m so looking forward to take the big roller coaster in Sentosa. At least i can scream. It will surely be shiok!

There’s one machine I cant take and that’s Bunge Jump. You move in up and down only instead of a little left or right. Meaning, it’s a big challenge for my heart. I’m okay with Pirate ships as they do go right and left/front and back instead of up and down only. I played Bunge Jump once only and that was like….years and years ago? Or maybe I can take the challenge now? (but thinking about it makes me tremble).

Roller coaster!!! My friend told me that it will be done by next year’s Febuary. When I told my other friends about it, they say ‘got so fast meh?’ Anyway, I must give it a try no matter what=)

me?

refering to me? I think so…
Anyway, I seem to be reading normally, nothing in mind, just plain reading. Like a blog hopper? Just that I know the link, that’s all.
But still sorry, because that was what I’m doing last time.

Qiao

I was with Crazies just now, at the sensitive place. We were meeting 7pm at AMK.
I happened to see him. At first KC saw him and said ‘ isnt that….’ then I turned to see what is it. The moment I saw him, I just quicken my walking speed.
I thought he is having his batch outing every Saturday?
How come sometimes so qiao one?

That place was not planned by me. Cant possibly dont go because the whole Crazies are going. I cherish them and it’s our dinner, of course I must go…

That time during my ITP, I took the wrong bus home and ended up at Douby Ghaut. In the end, when I got to know that he was there at the time too.

Yesterday he was at Bugis, I was actually at Bugis too…

So just now they were planning to go arcade. I was so shocked and was like ‘dont want la…dont want la…’ because I think that he will be there. Luckily we ended up going to the basement for food and started crapping there. haha.

What is heaven doing?
Give so many 巧合 for what?
Make me have feelings for him for what?
Then let me know he dont like me.
Then now 巧合 again…

Just like what I said in my twitter.

Since you dislike it, finding it annoying and cause you to feel unhappy, I’ll not do it anymore. I’ve stopped since the day you went in.
Yesterday’s message was just as a friend.
I know you will not reply so I end it with ‘Good night’ myself so that I will not expect any reply.

From the drama MIT, same thing. I dont want you to dislike me. I will be unhappy, so I will try my best not to let you see me or let myself see you. Hope you will not be unhappy or dislike me even more if you do, already dislike me alot.

I aga aga know what type of girl you like already from the two girls.
Type:
white and fair.
chubby face.
And I happened to see the interview application in facebook…(not explaining in details)

My skin is orange orange type. I used to be as white as her until I started training on my long distance running. My current skin colour to me is just right.

So…that’s all. Just stop making you unhappy.
Good Night.

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